Looking Back into my Brain

In the middle of the day, I sometimes like to just close my eyes. I'm not resting, like what most people would do. I like turn my eyeballs around and take a moment to look back into my brain. If I haven't done it for awhile, there's often a lot of cobwebs all around. I clear the cobwebs away by twitching my eyeballs back and forth quickly. Only then can I see some of the things that I haven't thought about it in a while.

I see a lot of old SAT words I haven't used. I see random trivial pursuit questions and their answers. I see bits and pieces from the old Saturday cartoons I used to watch as a kid. I see a lot of math equations that make absolutely no sense to me now.

The best part is when I get to the back where I see the old memories that failed at their attempts to haunt me. I usually take a moment to laugh at them. I'm sure it makes them feel even more like failures.